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Date : 5.3.11
Title : (I can only imagine.)

There are times in life where people come and go.
There are times when I'd never understand why things happen the way they do.

There are times that I feel like I'm living for nothing.

There are times, so many times, that I feel so distant from God.
There are times when I see everyone in the presence of God, and me, just stuck in the outer courts.

There are times when people say they care and barely mean half of it.
There are times when people do care but they don't know what they're committing to.

There are times when one will fall and lose everything.

There are times when I try so hard and watch those who didn't try at all exceed me.

There are times when I feel so alone. So, so alone.
There are times when I will see everyone go with their friends, and me, alone in this space, lights off, everything stuck in gray.

There are times when I let myself go, and let my emotions out.
There are times when I'm on my guitar, and find my voice gone.

There are times, too many, that I've held back and kept to myself, bottling the rage, the pain, the everything.

These two months have been pretty down.
I can't say that I'm fine, but I can't say that I'm not blessed.
My close friends say they've noticed that I've not been myself. They've offered a listening ear, but I don't want to burden anyone with my problems. Nevertheless, praise God for them, because they know me better than I know myself.
Yesterday Dad spent the night talking to me. I could tell he was tired, but he still stayed up.
I broke down last night and told him I was tired. So, so tired. But he didn't chide me, like I thought he would. His encouragements really made me stronger.
I had been praying for help and God sent it. Praise God for my Dad.
I promised myself I would be stronger from now. Not just for myself, but for those around me. Like what my Dad said. I could wallow in self-pity for everything that's happening, or I could push that aside and walk in stride.
Hope that things would get better from here. But come hell or fire, I'm going to be stronger than before.
God Bless ya (: thanks for readinggggg

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.
Justin

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Welcome to KPS.bs.com! :D
The name's JUSTIN TEO!
I'm a normal kid, livin' life to the maximummummum.
No I take that back. I'm NOWHERE NEAR NORMAL.
I'm approximately 1.6+m tall, about 50+kg. Not what people may consider charming, but I'm pretty proportionate.
At least I think so.
I'm a Musician, attached to my girlfriend GUITAR, and my wife PIANO.
I sing in the shower, and harmonise to the radio. Don't laugh. I'm not that bad!
In my free time, I either sleep, play the guitar, play the piano, or nerd out in front of the computer.
I like to sleep. Snorlax.
Sweet voices and pretty smiles melt me like chocolate.
A few little crushes of mine are Sunny, IU, and Debby Ryan. ahem.
I'm a DARK CHOCOLATE lover!
I have a diverse taste in music, and some of my favourites are ROCK, COUNTRY, CELTIC, GOSPEL,
ELECTRONIC, among others.
I hate cake and like, every other fruit ever known to Man. Childhood traumas.
I am a VERY NICE PERSON. Serious.
But I condemn bullies.
Besides FRAPS, I rarely drink anything else besides LATTES at coffee places.
My favourite is iced toffee nut latte something something.
I have a DAD IN HEAVEN who watches over me 24/7, and I love Him loadszxc !
DREAMING would probably be my favourite past-time.
I have an awesome department! Three cheers for CR!
I support Man United.
My british slang is extremely convincing.
My dream holiday would be at a little cottage in some quaint town, with rolling hills and pine forests.
That's all about me! Feel free to stick around and enjoy the music!
God Bless ya! :D

Justin

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