Well this is funny :D

Hello Blogger! Haha. I should be a director. Like Steven Spillbird or what's his name. Cue cheering!
Pearlyn told me something very funny today :D I can't stop laughing at it! Cue evil laughter ! >:D
Okay that's beside the point. Let's get down to business. *reloads gun*
"Day 12 - the person you hate the most/caused you a lot of pain".
It's funny how I unexpectedly linked this to emotional pain. HAHA.
I know it sounds cliche and all, but liking someone who doesn't feel the same way back is... difficult.
This is for someone who was very special to me for a very long time, till I realised I was pulling at a string which was already cut.

Dear ____,
Apparently you thought one of my other posts was dedicated to you (: I think you mixed it up.
I really doubt you'll return here the second time, but if you do, I'd want you to see this (:
I still remember the first day of school. That scene will be one I'll never forget.
Back then, I felt really close to you. I felt like you needed me. Nearly as much as I needed you.
Sec One passed like a dream. I only woke up when Sec Two came, and when everything I built began to fall. The string of events that led up to this is something that I've never wished to reminiscent. I felt like you didn't want me there anymore, didn't regard me as a friend. I felt like I was an irritance. Perhaps I was wrong. But it really seemed that way.
There was so many things I didn't say. I knew that if I did it'll all be finished. But in the end it was something I didn't say that pulled the pin.
But it's over. It's behind me. I've forced myself to feel nothing when I look at you or when I hear your name. However, I still miss your laughter, your teasing, your diao-ing at my lame jokes. I've missed you.
It's become more and more often that I dream of us making up. It's as though my brain's digging up what was buried the past few years. When I wake up and realise it's all a dream, it makes me feel kinda sad that it hasn't come to pass yet.
I've thought it through, and realised that it may just as well be my fault that everything didn't work out. Maybe I've done something that offended you that I don't even know of. I'm sorry. You should know I never meant it.
I've decided that there's no trace of me left in your mind. You seem much happier without my constant presence. It kind of saddens me, to think that what meant so much to me didn't mean much, or even anything, to you.
But it's fine. Maybe that's what makes you so special (:
But you have to know that I don't hold anything against you anymore. All that's left is Chinatown, VivoCity and Buangkok (: These three places are like little candies that have a sweet flavour and a slightly bitter aftertaste.
I hope that you won't forget what we've gone through, dear friend, just like how I won't (: And I also hope that you will continue to work hard, continue to be strong and continue to find yourself and become who I know you can become (: Jiayous (:


Today woke up early for the Bowen Experience Rehearsal thingie :D Turns out it was a trip around our. very. own. school. Cue applause ! :D
So yeah, familiarised myself with the routes and followed PEARLYN, GERMAINE and SYAFIA down to Hougang Mall :D
Bought drinks and went to the Library ! Cue silence!
Read Peanuts. Hahaha frickin' awesome (Y)
Then went to MacDonalds for lunch (: Said bye to Pearlyn, Germaine and Syafia and went down to Plaza Sing with ZHANRONG to shop for his prom clothes! :D
Don't worry bro, you'll look fantastic tomorrow :D
After that bus-ed home, and here I am.
Tomorrow is COUNCIL CAMP MALAYSIA KL 2010 ! :D Lookin' forward to it!
So yeah, I won't be in Singapore *AWWWW* for the rest of this week, but rest assured my cute and lovely and awesome and good-looking and (fill in more nice things) friends, I will be back on Monday! :D DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH! Hahaha. I know you will! Riiiiight?
Right! HAHA
So yeah, keep bein' awesome people! And don't grow a beard :D
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ROCKKKKK ONNNN ! :D Cue gay guitar solo! :D

Peace! :D
Justin

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